Son of a b*tch!!

After feeling pretty good all day and having a pretty good day at school as well as looking forward to meeting up and talking with Kacey later (which i'm blog about in a seperate post) I came out of school to see James standing in the parking lott. As much I despise him right now and everything he has done to me past and present I felt my heart skip I beat when I saw him standing there. I really thought he was there for me, I wanted it to be just like a fairytale. Him sweep me up, tell me he loves me and everything will be alright. But as i'm finding out more and more these days life surely isn't a fairytale. I started to walk over, think he was there for me, even if he just had something to tell me. When I got there he looked at me and just said, 'still with that bastard child' then over my shoulder I heard a girl say, ' she's pregnant?!' I turned to see Naelle. She was such a glamours SLUT. She walked over and just made out with James. Their had been romours around school a couple of months ago when we were still together that he was cheating on me with her, he had assured me otherwise. It just made me even more mad about the whole situation, he never cared for me, all he wanted was someone to take him home, be the caring type, he got all his kicks from other girls like Naelle. I didn't know what to do or what came over me but I slapped James accross the face and said to Naelle ' I am pregnant bitch, you wouldn't want that to happen to you, ruin your perfect figure so i suggest you get the f*ck away from James, he's the father after all you boyfriend stealing slut!' I don't know how i feel after it all, I mean I gave her a peice of my mind, but it's not her fault. Well it kind of is, I just feel so pissed at him, at her. Just pregnancy hormoans. It was an emotional afternoon to say the least!