Halloween

Well it's Halloween. I really used to love this holiday, gave me an excuse to get out of the house and party with my friends. But this year Ashlee and Carla have said they are coming to get me and we are going back to the simple days of trick or treating. I have no idea what i'm going to dress up as. I'm thinking something totally scary, because we are going back to the roots fo Halloween. If I wasn't pregnant I probably would be dressing up as something skanky or be too drunk to even remember the night. But I have changed so much the couple of weeks, I feel like that person wasn't even me. I never wanted to be that person, so lets not make this post about it, it's about Halloween. So Ash and Carla are taking me shopping after lunch today. I feel like i haven't been out of the house -expect for school- in forever. Be nice just to go out with my girls. I'm hoping it might put some things into perspective, talking with them, having them give me their opinions etc. So i'm really excitied about my day I have planned. I am however scared that i'm going to be out trick or treating and people are going to notice my belly, and just be looking at it, I guess people don't know what they say when they see me. They probably feel sorry for me and instead of saying anything they just stare. Even though i'm not showing alot, depending on my costume tonight my bump may be visable. I'll post more about my pregnancy and bump in another blog, but i'm thinking about some sleep so I can actually make it to trick or treating tomorrow. I'll post how it goes as well XD