Can't Sleep

Think stinks, i'm not even out of my first trimester and i'm having trouble sleeping. It's not really because of the pregnancy, mainly just all the thoughts and everything happening in my life because of the pregnancy, it's keeping me up thinking about it all. It's past 2am in the morning, so i'm 12 weeks tomorrow. I just keeping thinking that i'm 1/3 of the way through my pregnancy, which seems so crazy! I mean give it another month and i'll be showing, another couple of weeks after that i'll feel it move, then i'll be twoards the end of my second trimester and only have a few weeks before my baby is here! Mom and I started talking about James and what we are going to do about him and his involvment, I don't want him just to get away scott free. Just because i'm, carrying this baby doesn't mean it's all my responsibilty. We are giving him another couple of weeks for him to come around and offer support for myself and the baby otherwise we are going to file for child support. I'm just worried about how he will react, what he will do. One of the many things keeping me up at night. I'm also craving a midnight snack, but not sure what excatly. Mom is going shopping tomorrow so there isn't much in the cupboards and i'm a little to lazy to walk down stairs to look and find nothing Lmao XD Also keeping me up to talking to Savannah, I love making new friends, espeically with other pregnant girls. She's such a sweetheart, and is going to be a wonderful momma. Hopefull we can keep in contact throughout our pregnancies, it kinda nice to know someone knows how you feel. So i'm going to try for about the 5th time to get some sleep tonight, well it's not even night anymore, it's morning!!