Life, Pregnancy, Christmas, Boyfriend?

I guess I should probably update my blog more often, I must admit I have gotten pretty slack with the updates! So lets just go through the things the title says, Life is going alright for the moment. People seem to be geunionly happy for me when I tell them i'm expecting a baby. I don't know why though, i'm 17, I don't want a baby and the father is no where in it's life. I guess the thing that has been pissing me off is my so-called-friends. They don't seem to understand I have feelings? I mean who knew really! I tell them how I feel about this baby and next thing it's all around school. I have people preching to me about all this different stuff and to see a doctor, counsellor they can help and to think about adoption not abortion (which I wasn't anyways, I mean if I was going to I would have done it 4 months ago!) I mean I tell my 'friends' these things in private if I wanted the world to know about my feelings I would speak openly about it! People just don't seem to care anymore. My pregnancy is normal (thats what my doctor tells me but I wouldn't know I have never been pregnant before) No more morning sickness anymore, baby is kicking an awful lot especailly at night which is doing wonders for my sleeping pattern. I think I might finally get round to doing some things in the nursery this week. I don't know why I have been putting it off, guess when the cribs up and the walls are painted its all so permanent. I really don't know but I need to get it finished because i'm already 22 weeks and it just seems to be flying by! Especially the last few weeks, they have gone really fast! And MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone. I had a nice day with family and friends, got some lovely gifts and a hell of alot of baby stuff! I mean it's nice to get all tose wonderful things and saves me alot because I don't have to buy them, but the baby isn't even here yet and it's all about him/her makes me feel a little insignificant. I know that sounds so stupid, but it's my feelings. It's like i still want to be a teenager, not a pregnant teenager or a mom yet. And the last bit of my title, Boyfriend XD I have met a really nice guy, his name is Brendan. He is 18 and recently moved into our street. He's a senior at my high school and just a really sweet guy. We have been hanging out alot and just getting to knwo each other, nothing serious yet but we do certainly have some kind of connection. He doesn't care i'm pregnant, well he doesn't show it and he's really caring and kind. The type of guy I need in my life right now. I guess i'll see where it all takes me.